Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Fucking Mood Swings!

I'm having mood swings! Very very bad mood swings! Very very very bad mood swings! KNNBCCB! It's irritating the shit outta me i swear! This month has been the worst month of the entire year (of coz, apart from the fact tht my boyfriend and i got together this month). I'm broke, I'm jobless, I got no new dresses for christmas or new year's or wad not. Basically i'm just broke. Dead broke! N the fact tht i have a humongous ego, i don't want my boyfriend to be worried and i dun wanna use his money. "I'll solve my own problems, i always do" i told him. N solve i will. But before the problem is solved, i can't help but feel extreme annoyance!

He asked me to go set up a chicken rice stall with him. And since i can't cook for nuts, he'll cook n chop the chickens, n i'll take charge of packing the chilli, sending the plates of chicken rice to the respective tables, n i'll have to wear the ugly pouch to collect our earnings. But chilli is smelly, so i'll have to reconsider his offer.

For some unknown reasons, thinking of him warms my heart. How i wish he's here with me now on this cold, lonely, dreadful, mood swinging night.

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