Life.

If your life was a movie, would it be a good one?

Nice tagline isn't it? I was just thinking.. If my life was indeed a movie, what kind would it be? Is it gonna be a tragedy, or a comedy? Whichever it is, it's prolly gonna be one with tons of voiceovers for the million and one things I think about everyday.

They say tht the music u listen to reflects the kind of person u are.. I listen to sad songs, songs bout love lost and broken hearts. Ha! Guess tht the songs I listen to are rather symbolic. For some strange reasons, I never saw myself as a happy person. Guess I've focused too much on the pessimistic side of things over the years tht I'm not really opened to seeing the possibility tht something good's gonna come my way.

Life is just one treacherous cycle after another. Same old mundane routine day after day.. U eat, work, study, eat, sleep, wake up, eat, stone.. U love, get hurt, cry, move on, love, get hurt again, cry tons again. In my honest opinion, not loving seems like the smartest way to go. I sleep alot.. And at weird times.. Sometimes it's coz I really can't get to sleep, other times it's coz I'm trying to beat this mundane routine called life. If u know the next day's gonna be the same old shit, why be awake throughout the day? At least when u sleep, u get to dream.. And each dream is a different story.. If my life was a movie, it'll be one where I'm seen lying on my bed alot.. With tht bubble thingy always appearing acting out the dream of the night.

My life as a movie would be a tragedy.. Been a crybaby when I was young. I guess no matter how tough u try to make yourself to be, the gloomy side persists to stay with u. Not sure if this tragedy would be good enough to make people cry, but I sure as hell cried buckets in the midst of its production.

Not sleeping has aided me to indulge in some senseless babbling. Guess its time I go accompany my bed for abit before I have to head out for some retarded 7bucks per hour interview.

Toodles fellow earthlings.