I just remembered tht an ex-boyfriend once told me tht i ooze out negative energy.. Sounds odd huh? LOL! OOZE.. Isn't tht word more appropriate when used on skunks? I mean.. Cartoons always depict skunks as some sorta creatures constantly oozing out their pungent fart smelling green gaseous thingy or whatever u call tht. So i guess tht comment my ex-boyfriend made prolly made me an energy oozing human being.. Interesting! Not just any kinda energy.. But! Negative energy! Oooooohhh! Anyone freaked out yet? Well at least i've found a new outlet to ooze out this energy so no one within a 10ft radius of me will suffer the effects of whatever possible toxicity my constantly oozing negative energies might contain.
If by being honest, i'm oozing out negative energy, then fine, i guess i'm guilty of tht. I'm not tht cynical little prick just loitering around and waiting to burst peoples' bubbles. Being honest is far from cynical. I guess i'd like to look at myself as tht honest little angel tht brings people back to earth. More often than not, people tend to cling dangerously close to their deluded little paradise thts far far far away from reality. People live in their make believe worlds, practice selective hearing and plant in their minds false memories to make it seem as tho their lives are perfect. But are these constructions really enough? Ultimately, constructions are constructions.. Nothing but empty shells.. And it's just a matter of time tht these empty shells crack. So tell me, who's gonna break the falls of these poor souls when their little paradise come crumbling down? Even if u wanna help make their falls a little less painful, would u actually be able to do it? They'll still hurt! U may be able to provide them with hours and hours of companionship but at the end of the day, they'll still hurt like mad! So why not feed them with slices of truths once in awhile to keep their reality in check? Wouldn't tht be better?
Of course don't expect anyone to thank you when u're bursting their little bubbles.. Afterall, reality bites and truth hurts. However, ultimately, wouldn't u be more satisfied with yourself tht u've helped show the bigger picture to someone u care about? Seriously man.. If i don't care bout a person, i wouldn't give two shits bout whether anot he/she's freaking deluded. The person can go rot in his/her little paradise for all i care. No i'm not cruel.. I'm merely being honest. And i just don't wish to see anyone i care about suffer in the aftermath of some make believe world they've created. So if anyone ever catch me saying certain things tht are not so pleasing to the ear, it's not me oozing out negative energy, but me caring.
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